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Heyy everyone. I haven't updated in a LOOONG time, so I decided to try and come back with some new pics of me. <333 you guys.


HaHa. Bitch Please.








Hopeless romantic;;yet romantically hopeless. </3


BANGABANG!
EleKKKKKtrify me!!!


Oh gosh. Guess who's effing gangster?






Sorry they're not under a cut,I was too lazy. But, I'll talk to everyone later. :)
<33always/Alicia
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    "Man"::The Yeah Yeah Yeahs::

Hey :)

Hey everyone.

Sorry I havent updated in a while.

I've been really busy.

But please don't take me off you guys' friends list.

Comment if you have something to tell me or something like that.

Love to all;;<33;;Alicia
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    Watching Finding Nemo

Definition of a LONER

Sorry I haven't updated in a looong time. All this shit has been going on and I can hardly seem to keep up with my school work. Well.. on the 22nd of Feb. I went to the Taste of Chaos and The Used, My Chemical Romance, and Senses Fail were too awesome and so was Underoath. It was alot of fun.

Last night was Wendy's party. I always complain about drama and how people always cry over how their feelings are hurt or whatever, but what did I do last night at her party.. I cried. I was sitting at the table watching everyone together in the den and I started thinking about alot of things. I decided to go for a walk because I didn't want anyone to see me mad or depressed or anything, so I walked outside and I went the opposite direction that everyone else was in, but it turned out there were people in the direction I turned so I decided I would just walk down the street coming up, but then Nina got to me fast and I was already crying. Ryan and Derek thought one of the Norview boys was messing with me and they were ready to fight someone cuz they thought someone was messing with me. I guess I just kept stuff so bottled up that seeing everyone happy together and me sitting alone kind of triggered my emotions or thoughts or whatever. My thing is is that I'm just so miserable here and I'm praying that  Lisa can get custody of me so I can move to California. I feel so uncomfortable around my own friends and I feel like I shouldn't be with them. I feel like everything I do is wrong since thats what I'm told all the time and I'm getting physically sick from all of this emotional pain. I put on ten pounds and I feel so fucking ugly and fat and god.. why the fuck is this happening to me. I'm not happy and I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of trying to be someone I'm not.. I'm scared that if I'm myself then none of my friends are gonna like me... they want to see me happy, so that what I give them.. a fake smile wrapped in a pretty pink bow.. but thats not me. Bottom line; I think I'm fat and ugly, I feel alone on everything, and I'm so fucking miserable that my emotional pain is taking a toll on me physically. I can't concentrate in school and I'm failing all my classes and everyone is disappointed in me. God... how did I get so far away this time?

//Alicia//

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    Buried Myself Alive ::: The Used

9:25.. running on no sleep

I'm at Wendy's house with her and Nina! I <3333 them alot x's 964364983593492578934275923475897237!

Well.. I'm off. Goodbye for the day my little lovekins!

BAYSIDE = LOVE <33

x3 Alicia

::Gaze into her killing jar I'd sometimes stare for hours::

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    silence..

Sister, I'm not much a poet but a criminal...

Happy Valetines Day all... even though I hate it. lol. My mommy got me a valentines gift yesterday! and my dad took me out to dinner tonight! Man.. I feel special.

Anyway.. Sam's party was on Saturday and it was weak. lol. Tyler, Kyle, and Carl have a band and they all sound really good together.. and plus I love all three of them so yeah.. they're my boys! Tylers really good on the guitar too. Me and Nick were wrestling in Sam's backyard and omg.. he got so beat. lol. Wendy has this one picture when we were wrestling and I was on the ground and he was too and his crotch was in my face. lol. Then Kyle was sitting on my lap and he was plunging my forehead. lol. I was soo weak. I have pictures, but I'll post them once I get them up on photobucket. Then I spent the night at Kelsies with Wendy, Nina, and Adriana. That was a lot of fun. "Eggs, Drinks, and Swings." lol. It was so much fun.

Slept all day sunday! Felt good too.

Today was okay. It rained.. SCORE! I wrote Chris a note and told him sorry for not coming to his house. :( I felt bad cuz I promised him I would, but then I didnt. Then at the bottom it said "P.S. ♥Christopher my dear, I love you, will you be my Valentine?♥" and he gave me this folded up sheet of paper and right dead center in the middle it said "I love you too Alicia and yes I'll be your Valentine." I was like awwwwww thats cute!

Anyway, I'm selling a whole bunch of Good Charlotte stuff... if you want something then you can subscribe to Lip Service. Its my little zine thing, just e-mail me at CuteAngelGirl104@aol.com and put Lip Service in the subject and let me know what you want to know. lol.

TASTE OF CHAOS IS NEXT TUESDAY!!!!!!


..If this is what you want, then Fire at Wil1...
//♥//Alicia//&hearts//
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    Thank you for the Venom ::: MCR

Here we go now.. YES YES YES HERE WE GO!!!

N*Sync
"Here We Go"

Here we go one more time
Everybody's feeling fine
Here we go now

Yes yes yes here we go
'N SYNC has got the flow

Bounce your head to the beat
We've got everything you need
Here we go now

Yes yes yes here we go
'N SYNC has got the flow

Here we go just one more time
And everybody is feeling fine
Here we go now

Here we go, yeah

If you want to party with us
Just feel free and feel the rhythm
Here we go now

Here we go

You know the party's here
Sing - a - long and have no fear
'N SYNC is here to make you people scream
Now the the time for us to reunite
Come on party people
There's a party going on tonight

Tonight is the night
Everything is going to be alright

Just get up, feel the flow
And here we go

CHORUS

Let's sing it one more time
Everybody's feeling fine
We got the skills
To keep this party pumpin' baby
Keep dancin' all night long
Until the break of dawn
Come on party people
There's a party going on tonight

Tonight is the night
Everything is gonna be alright
Just get up, feel the flow
And here we go


HAHAHAHA DONT HATE BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! N*Syncs first CD is the shit.. hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!

N*Sync
"I want you Back"
You're all I ever wanted
You're all I ever needed, yeah
So tell me what you do now
Cause [I, I, I, I, I,]I want you back

It's hard to say I'm sorry
It's hard to make the things I did undone
A lesson I've learned too well, for sure
So don't hang up the phone now
I'm trying to figure out just what to do
I'm going crazy without you

You're all I ever wanted
You're all I ever needed, yeah
So tell me what to do now
When I want you back

Baby I remember,
The way you used to look at me and say
Promises never last forever
I told you not to worry
I said that everything will be alright
I didn't know than that you were right

You're all I ever wanted
You're all I ever needed, yeah
So tell me what to do now
When I want you back

I want you back

You're the one I want
You're the one I need
Girl what can I do?
You're the one I want
You're the one I need
Tell me what can I do

You're all I ever wanted
[You're the one I want] You're all I ever needed
[You're the one I want] So tell me what to do now
When I want you back

You're all I ever wanted
You're all I ever needed
So tell me what to do now
When I want you back

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!
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    I want you back ::: N*Sync

Come out, come out, where ever you are....

I went to the mall today with my sisters. I bought my ticket to the TASTE OF CHAOS! I'm so excited to go on the 22nd. Too bad it's on a school day cuz we cant get there that early. It starts at 7.. so the gates are probably gonna open around 6:30 and we'll get there by 4. School lets out at 2:45, we all get home around 3:05, 3:10.. so yeah.. we'll get there around 4.

But anyway.. we saw Hide and Seek today. It was an OKAY movie.. the whole concept of it reminded me of the movie The Secret Window. I didnt jump in any parts so ya know... wasnt bad at all. I was gonna go in Hot Topic to see if Jasmine was working but my sister Rachelle doesnt like that store. She's like 23 and she's not into the same things I am but shes suuuper funny. I love her. My sister Annabelle is 18 and she likes going into Hot Topic.. me and her are both into the same things and we usually go to concerts together, but lately we've been going with our friends. My sister Lisa who lives in Cali is 24 and she likes going to Hot Topic. She's not into punk or anything like that, but she thinks they have cute clothes. So yeah.. she can spend like 2 hours in there with me when shes here and she'll let her son run around. lol.

So I have to go back to school tomorrow.. for the whole day.. all drug free. :) I hate school. BUT.. I'll go anyway and give it a shot. No more staying home for me unless I absolutely need to. *coughs* I'll probably stay back on Wednesday for Mr. Dunton to catch up on what we did cuz his class is the only class I care about.

Well anyway.. maybe I'll update tomorrow about Friday and Saturday.

♥ x-Alicia-o ♥
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    Whats My Age Again :: Blink 182