Hey. Man, I haven't been able to keep up with this thing these days, but then yet, I can't even keep up with myself. Life is flying by with every tick of the second hand and gosh.. it seems like just yesterday I was interacting with some of the best people in the world, now all I have is drama and bullshit. Well I don't have time to waste my life away anymore. I will succeed and get a great career when I get older and in a way, I know that.
Kayla in California: GOSH! I miss you with all of my freaking heart and I wish I could be there for you for everything you're going through because I used to be, but now I'm not. I've been pretty sucky at being a good long distance friend over the past couple of months, but I want you to know that I haven't forgotten about you cuz I think about you everyday and I keep you in my prayers every night. I miss you.
Ms. Kayla Dahlen herself: Goodness girl, if I could go back to 2 hour talks with you on the phone and 1 minute conversations with your mom, I would in a heartbeat. We lost contact with each other and I miss you with all of my heart and I hope you're reading this. You stay in my thoughts and most of the time I wonder if you're okay or if you're still going through you're family issues. Most of the time I hope you're okay and I have not forgotten you either, but I hope you know I'll always be here for you.
Gosh. I haven't talked to Drea since like January and I miss her. I've changed over the past couple of months, but definetly for the better. I've realized that I need to embrace life and live it while I can cuz you only get this opportunity once. Not only that, but you're only young once, so why waste wanting to kill myself or waking up everyday wishing I would die. I want to have a good life and live like everday is the best day of my life and like there is no tomorrow. I want to be with my friends and family as long as I can be and keep a good head on to succeed in my future. These past couple of years have been a learning experience. I know my limits and I've definetly come out of my dark stage, but you go through everything for a reason, and if I survived through that, I know God has a better plan for me and I know I've tried hard to better myself and I'm proud that I've finally have. I've overcome another obstacle in my life with more ahead of me, but I know I'm gonna make it.